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Feeling like a total failure
Jan. 10th, 2012 12:52 pmYeah. This is what happens when my negative thoughts get fed. I end up feeling like a total failure even though I missed one damn reminder and, subsequently, the class-meeting concerning our thesis(es?).
Then, all of a sudden, I can think of absolutely nothing positive about myself. I feel fat and useless and, yes, like a complete failure in every aspect of life. And then. Then the thoughts about how I'm never going to get a job or a boyfriend or friends start up, and that's when I'm about to pack it in.
Jeez. Sometimes I wish those thought-patterns weren't quite so deeply grooved.
BRB - siccing a pride of lions on those pesky rottweilers of negativity.
Then, all of a sudden, I can think of absolutely nothing positive about myself. I feel fat and useless and, yes, like a complete failure in every aspect of life. And then. Then the thoughts about how I'm never going to get a job or a boyfriend or friends start up, and that's when I'm about to pack it in.
Jeez. Sometimes I wish those thought-patterns weren't quite so deeply grooved.
BRB - siccing a pride of lions on those pesky rottweilers of negativity.
